First, let me say my nose surgery on Wed. went well. I have a follow up on Tuesday and I hope at that time he will remove the tubes in my nostrils and the sinus pressure will be releaved. My ribs feel good. My arm... :::sigh::: not so great. I can finally see my knuckles as the swelling there has gone down. My forearm is still a bit puffy and black and blue. I will be in the air cast for a few more weeks, and I know it's better then having surgery and a plate put in, but this sucks. My arm has no mobility and I have a few sores from the pressure points and the little rubbing which cannot be helped. I called the Dr. with my concerns but so far status qou. The cast stays on. Working one handed sucks big time! My new employer has been great. Virtually no questions asked, and I go back tomorrow.
BUT.... I'm tired!
Tired of putting on the happy face........
of having folks tell me how strong I am when I'm a whimp and tired of it all.
Tired of having to have constant help
washing my hair.... taking a shower...
Thank God I can wipe my own ass!!!
I'm tired of being sick
of being tired
For the past 10 months my life has drastically changed and been in turmoil. I finally had things going my way... and poof. WTF!?!? Can I get back to my old life now????
I know folks have it worse... I feel bad for whining... for feeling sorry for myself....
BUT DAMN IT....I'M TIRED!!!